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of the show notes for this episode. This
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is episode one hundred and forty three.
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Trans reality, trans possibility
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with Brink. If
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you've been listening to our show for
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long enough, you'll know that
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spirituality is a ragged
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spider web of ideas and commitments
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that tries to map out and stitch
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together a chaotic world. It's
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a tango of conspiracy theories, positive
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affirmations, a cautious record readings,
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transmissions from the galactic federation,
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satanic fetishes, poorly
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pronounced sunscrip mantras, turmeric
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supplements, and MLM pitches.
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But all of these ragged threads
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cover over something more
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primal, and that would be
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a pulsing sense of anxiety. That
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we call body fascism. This
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is the rigid, armored demand
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that we must perfect our
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bodies. In order to be healthy,
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pure, virtuous, worthy
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of the divine. It's the
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defensive wBeau pious feeling
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that we individually must
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exhibit and enforce something we call
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natural immunity, not only against
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viruses, but against anything that
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challenges our sense of moral cleanliness
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or biological order. Many
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vaccine hesitant folks cite
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reasonable concerns about big
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pharma profiteering, but those who
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are truly seized with body fascism
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seem to believe that any substance
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entering their bodies from the modern
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world will overtake and
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corrupt them. Some
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COVID skeptics plausibly wonder
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whether masking will really help
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cut transmission. But the
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hardcore body fascist is
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insulted by the idea that anything
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foreign could enter them without
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their knowing. Our
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body fascists bigots Individual
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members of the yoga and wellness
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demographics we study might be explicitly racist
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massages, homophobic, or
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anti trans as they post about
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preberthing, muscle tone, and green
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drinks. But
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there's a larger contingent whose body
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fascism is internalized and nonverbal.
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They nurture a vague but ever
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present craving for things to be simpler,
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older, easier to understand, and
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homogenous. Their offered
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countless consumer choices to feed
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cravings for purity and virtue.
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Bourgeois body fascism looks
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for order a slower pace
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for a nostalgic but regressed place
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where the stories of childhood make sense
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with princes and princesses played
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by boys who are boys and girls
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who are girls, a world in which
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you don't have to think about JK
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Rowling's politics. So
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here we come to sex and gender.
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Fashions and proper has always
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been creepily obsessed with bodies
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and genitals And in Europe, its
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Eugenicist roots were soaked in fears
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of white racial suicide or the
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belief that sexually deviant
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brown people enabled by Jews
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were building their muscles and vitality
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and their non urban connections
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to the land and would eventually overrun the
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fjords if white men didn't pump iron
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and white women didn't stay pregnant. In
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the nineteen twenties, the physical
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culturists doled out fitness
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protocols, and in the nineteen thirties,
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the brown shirts fire bombed gay
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and lesbian bars in Weimar Berlin,
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and we know how that ended up. But
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we also know how people fought back.
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Today, we see the same
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regressive violence blaring throughout
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the right wing media sphere and
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red state legislatures through
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the groomer discourse, through
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open attacks on the privacy, dignity,
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and health care of queer and trans people.
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But it also simmers in every
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crunchy social media space where yoga
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moms save the children from
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GMO's and drag shows in
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the name of preserving the divine masculine
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and feminine. Meanwhile,
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the liberal abandonment of
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coalition politics and activism
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in favor of individualism means
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that support from would be allies
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is tepid. Watching
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Democrats trying to reason with
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red pilled magma activists has
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a real Neville Chamberlain visits
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Berlin in nineteen thirty eight five to
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it. So we've
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covered this beat for three years. But
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what we've taken far too long to do
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is to host a trans person who
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can give us both a frontline, personal,
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and analytical report on
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what it feels like and what it means
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to live under the current regime of
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moral panicry and legislative aggression.
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So today, we welcome artist and
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journalist Brink. Beau
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has worked in digital publishing for a
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decade moving from producing
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feminist personal essays to editing
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and training writers to data reporting
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and finally into search engine optimization.
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As an independent researcher, uses
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SEO data to investigate online
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hate networks, and all of this is
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grounded in over twenty years of
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activism and advocacy for the
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LGBTQ plus community, starting
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with leading his high school's queer straight
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alliance and lobbying with Gleeson
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as a student leader and continuing
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through current day reporting on gay rights
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and advocating for strategic improvements
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to LGBTQ plus coverage
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in the media. is a member
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of the Trans journalist association, but
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after hours, He's also an outsider
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artist who works primarily with
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cosmetics and crafting materials.
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Bo Brink, welcome to Conspirituality
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podcasts. Hello. Now,
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we're going to dive into the
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architecture of antiqueer and
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anti trans hatred, but I wanna
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just start by saying, I'm fifty one, I'm
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white, I'm cisgendered, I'm male. In
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what ways might I be prone
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to totally fuck up this interview Do
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you have any pointers for me? Remember
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what time recording starts? Right.
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I was late. Sorry,
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I had to. Pointer number
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one. Okay. Good. Pointer number one. Right.
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No. But not to get too philosophical right
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off the
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bat. But what would it mean to fuck it up? Well,
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I mean, offending you and then, like, getting
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all canceled and then winding up with all the bad
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feelings. So can you just take care
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of me, please, to start. Now
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isn't that but cis guys always ask
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of people assigned
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for your email at birth. Interesting. Right?
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Interesting. No. I I think that
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says folks have kind of worked yourselves up into
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some very unnecessary anxiety
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about making mistakes with trans people.
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Mhmm. And that
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the anti trans lobby,
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so to speak, does a good job of reinforcing
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and escalating what starts
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out as well meaning anxiety by spreading
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around videos of, for instance,
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newly out middle aged trans
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women having public freakouts when
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they're misgendered, which is the exceptional
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reaction to mistakes, not the rule
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trans people are misgendered all the time and
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most of the time we do not say
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anything about it because believe it or not, we don't want
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to draw attention to ourselves in public.
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My, I guess, second pointer would be
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it's okay to relax.
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Okay. So I can I we need to do the yoga,
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in other words? Yeah. You can do the yoga.
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I'll do the transcendental meditation because I
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did pay for my mantra. Alright.
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Good. My second pointer is that when
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cis people are talking to trans people about
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trans issues. They almost always make
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it about themselves, about
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their lack of understanding around trans identity,
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their with what we do to medically
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alter our bodies, their sexual
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disgust toward trans people, their
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free speech quote unquote,
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their own manhood or womanhood.
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And in that sense, the trans debate or
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the trans issue really isn't about
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trans people at all. There's nothing
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much to debate for trans
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people. We're pretty settled on who we
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are and what our understanding of gender
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is with some variations within
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the community, but it it
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really becomes like the SIS issue
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and the SIS debate when SIS people are
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really just talking about their own anxieties.
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Yeah. And because of that
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tendency to make the conversation about yourselves,
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trans people are rarely afforded
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the curiosity with which SIS people
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treat other SIS people. So
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third pointer is try
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to put your anxiety aside and
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just stay curious about other
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people. Now anti queer,
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anti trans hatred is
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at a boiling point. But
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it's also nothing new. And in
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our pre interview discussions, you
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threw back to an old
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piece of theater. You mentioned feeling
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like hair schultz in
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cabaret, which is the nineteen sixty six musical
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by candor Edwin Master off. Maybe
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listeners will know that Liza Minelle starred
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in the famous film from nineteen seventy two.
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But the setting is nearly
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a century old. So let's just start
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there. Who is hair schultz? And why do you
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identify with him? Cabaret is
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a play that's set in Weimar Germany right
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as the Nazis are coming to power. In
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the play, hair schultz is a Jewish
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fruit merchant who lives in the same building
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as the other main characters on the Nollendorf
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plots, and he falls in love with their landlady,
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Fresh Schneider. He's a hopeless romantic
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and he and Far Schneider eventually decide to
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get married despite being older and a little
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jaded about romance and like what they
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can expect out of their lives at that point.
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And then at their engagement party,
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Frode Schneider realizes just how many of
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her friends and acquaintances are
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in the Nazi party and to protect
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herself in her older age, she decides
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to call off the engagement. Hair
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Schultz never wavers in his commitment
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to staying in Germany and refuses
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to fear the
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Nazis, which is part way foolish,
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but mostly I think an active hero
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is No fries neither. Good morning.
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Good morning, his shorts. New Aperous.
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Fresh from the three
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delicious, please. The haves
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leader.
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About the party last evening. I'm
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afraid I do not remember it too well.
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Was I that
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initiated? Can you ever forgive
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me?
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For what? A few glasses of schnapps?
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I
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promise you no more drinking. On our wedding
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day, you will be proud of
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me. I'm already proud of you. But
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as far as the wedding is concerned
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--
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Yes. -- there is a problem.
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A new problem.
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A new problem. New to me
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because I had not thought about it.
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But last night at the party,
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My eyes were opened. And
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I saw that one can no longer dismiss
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the
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Nazis. They are my friends
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and neighbors, and how many others are
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there? Of course, many. And
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many are communists and socialists and social democrats.
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So what is it? Do you wanna wait on the next election
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and then decide?
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But if the Nazis come to power.
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You'll be married to a Jew, but
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also a German, a German as much
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as anyone. I need a
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license to let my rooms if
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they take that away. They would take nothing
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away. And from
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night night, it's not always a good thing to
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settle for the lowest apple on the tree, the one
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easiest to reach. Climb up
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a little way. It is worth it. Up there,
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the apples are so much more
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delicious. And if I fall I
12:48
will catch you. I promise.
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So this clip takes place just
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after the engagement party where a
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Nazi character denounces her Schultz as
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not a German on the base of basis
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of his Judaism. Here she'll insist
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on his identity as a German that his Judaism
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is important, but is
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one part of a whole human being
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also has a national identity. I
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often feel the same way. Yes, I am
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transgender and I am an American.
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Beres trans is just one part
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of who I am. And my citizenship
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is another with all the ways that I
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am obligated to my country and in all
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the ways my country is obligated to
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be. I try very hard to have faith
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that America will weather the storm of
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anti trans bigotry and come out
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the other side more compassionate and
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inclusive, and that
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I will be able to stay in my home without worrying
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about my safety and my husband's safe
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and most of all, my child's
13:45
safety and stability. But
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given the way that pundits across the political
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spectrum talk about trans people, I'm
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increasingly worried that that won't
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happen. The philosopher Michael
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Clifford has a great essay on fascist
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aesthetics that compares fascism to an
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ulcer eating away at the flesh of
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the foot that it lives on, which is an analogy
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for the way that fascism purports to
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be nationalistic and patriotic
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but destroys and consumes other
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groups of its own citizens in order
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to function. It's such an amazing point.
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So to accomplish that
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consuming of itself, fascism
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has to claim that these marginalized groups
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are not citizens. In
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cabaret and in historical
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fact, that claim is explicit.
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Nazi propaganda outright says that
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Jews aren't Germans. The way
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that American anti trans politicians
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and pundits make this claim isn't so
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explicit yet, but it's implied in the ways
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that they talk about trans people
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and people of color religious minorities,
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disabled people, fat people, poor people,
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homeless people. They believe that
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they are entitled to the privacy
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of our homes and our
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medical care to invade that privacy
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in a way that they don't invade the privacy
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of cis people. And
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they constantly frame being cis
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as if it's natural without
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acknowledging that we have records of trans people
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existing going back to
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the literal beginning of recorded history
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when I think it was, was it herodotus?
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I don't know, but it was the scythean disease
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in ancient history. They're establishing
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trans people as a second class
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and outside the realm of American
15:29
law and as invaders
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into American culture and civic
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life. A
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colleague of mine told
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me last week about TikTok
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that she had seen where this
15:43
woman was talking about trans people
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and saying, like, I invited
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you into my home and now you're rearranging
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the furniture. And it's like -- Wow.
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Mary, you did not invite
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me anywhere. I was born here.
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Are you kidding me? But
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that is that is the way that they talk
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that not just the pundits and
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politicians talk about us, but it's the way that
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that, you know, the cis populace has started
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thinking of trans people's Well, we welcomed
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you
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in. Well, we were already here. We
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are America. It's very fucked up, but
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in what particular way, we
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invited you in you
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were Beres, but what are they actually saying? They're saying,
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we became aware of you, and now you're
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ticking up psychic space within
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us. We have to grapple with that. Is
16:27
that what they're saying? I guess. I mean,
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the point that this woman made was I
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waited thirty years to become a mother
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and now you're telling me can't. Call myself
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mother. It's like, Mary, yes, you can. You
16:37
can call yourself whatever you want. I don't care.
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And I would point out, I waited thirty four
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years to live as a man. Nobody's
16:44
gonna take that away from me. You know?
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I feel the same way. And but
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the thing is that, like, people are actually
16:51
trying to criminalize my exist instance where
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she's complaining about people saying that, like, maybe
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we should use more inclusive language about
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parenthood. Rearranging the
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furniture is an interesting way of putting it.
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I mean, there is this assumption that
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trans people want to dictate the way that
17:06
people think. I will tell you, I
17:08
think that there is a strain of that. I think there is a
17:10
strain of that. That there is a
17:12
huge anxiety in the trans
17:14
community based on the fact that we are being
17:17
targeted, harassed, killed, Beres
17:19
a huge anxiety that motivates some
17:21
trans people to advocate for completely
17:23
changing the way that we talk and think. And
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I would hope that cis people would be reasonable
17:29
enough to understand that that where
17:31
that's coming from without feeling
17:34
like anybody's gonna knock down their door
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and arrest them
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for, honestly, for thinking
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I'm a woman. I don't care if anybody thinks
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I'm a woman. I just want to be referred
17:44
to the way that I
17:46
want to be referred to. I
17:48
follow a number of queer and trans
17:50
writers on Twitter, including those who
17:52
keep track of you know,
17:54
the real material at play,
17:56
the anti trans legislative efforts
17:59
in red states. Erin Reed
18:01
tracks daily legislative activities and
18:04
is always publishing these long lists of anti
18:06
trans Beres being introduced on, you
18:08
know, single days across the country.
18:10
And then just you know, at
18:12
the end of January, Alejandro Carabayo
18:15
tweeted out details from new bill tabled
18:17
in Arizona. She writes
18:19
a new introed bill in Arizona
18:21
would criminalize drag in
18:24
presence of a miner as a felony
18:26
punishable by up to fifteen years in prison
18:28
and a requirement to register as sex offender,
18:31
the bill defines drags as just
18:33
singing and dancing while wearing makeup.
18:36
And then a little bit earlier, she noted
18:38
There are now two forty two
18:40
anti LGBTQ introduced
18:42
bills with at least two thirty
18:45
eight of those being anti trans Beres.
18:47
That is more this year than in all of twenty
18:49
eighteen, twenty nineteen, twenty twenty, and twenty
18:52
twenty one combined. This is a war on
18:54
trans existence. Then
18:56
on February first,
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Trump went on rumble to
19:01
give an anti trans platform speech
19:05
for his assumed twenty twenty
19:07
four run. The speech is
19:09
super structured. He probably
19:12
does better here with teleprompter than
19:14
I've ever heard him
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trigger warnings all the way around. Here
19:19
is the opening. The left wing
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gender insanity being pushed in our children
19:24
is an act of child abuse, very
19:26
simple. Here's my plan
19:28
to stop the chemical, physical,
19:30
and emotional mutilation of
19:32
our youth. On day one,
19:34
I will revoke Joe Biden's
19:36
cruel policies on so called
19:39
gender affirming care, ridiculous,
19:42
a process that includes giving kids
19:44
puberty blockers, mutating
19:46
their physical appearance and ultimately
19:49
performing surgery on minor
19:51
children. Can you believe this?
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I will sign a new executive order
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instructing every federal agency to
19:58
cease all programs that promote
20:00
the concept of sect and gender
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transition at any age. Okay.
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Sorry. That's enough. That's enough. I
20:10
should note that goes on to say that he'll
20:13
bar federal money for any
20:15
gender affirming care and cut
20:17
Medicaid to Medicare funding for hospitals
20:19
that provide it. He's going facilitate
20:22
the suing of doctors who provide
20:24
gender affirming care he'll investigate
20:26
big pharma over profiteering from
20:28
gender affirming care. He'll investigate and punish
20:31
school teachers who teach about trans existence.
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Quote, as part of our new credentialing body
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for teachers, we will promote positive education
20:38
about the nuclear family, the roles
20:40
of mothers in fathers and celebrating rather
20:42
than erasing the things that make men and women
20:44
different and unique unquote, no
20:47
serious country should be telling us children that they
20:49
were born with the wrong gender,
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a concept that was never heard of
20:54
in all human history. Nobody's ever heard
20:56
of this. What's happening today? It was all
20:58
when the radical left invented it
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just a few years ago. Alright. So
21:02
the hits keep coming and it's
21:04
like too fast to track and just
21:07
a few days ago, Candice Owens is
21:09
on her daily Wire show, outright calling
21:11
trans people demonic Carabio
21:14
uses the term war to describe
21:17
this landscape. So Bo is is
21:19
war a good descriptor here with its implications
21:22
of
21:22
casualties, and refugees.
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God, first of all, I'm not
21:27
gonna give an accounting of all the
21:30
lies and inaccuracies there because
21:32
other people have done a better job, but
21:34
to answer your question, yes, I'm gonna
21:36
I'm gonna answer yes, two ways.
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But yes, it's a better descriptor than a lot
21:41
of cis folks who give credit for. So
21:44
as far as Trump goes, I need
21:46
cis people to understand that the stakes for trans
21:48
people are way higher than
21:51
sports or pronouns. The
21:54
first gender affirming surgery I got was
21:56
a total hysterectomy. So
21:58
like every cis woman who's had a total
22:00
hysterectomy for other valid medical
22:02
reasons, my body no longer produces
22:04
sex hormones. If I don't take hormones,
22:07
I will enter menopause and develop osteoporosis,
22:10
and I'm only thirty six. I
22:12
will be hobbled and living in
22:14
excruciating pain for the rest of
22:16
my life and all to satisfy something
22:19
as trivial as cis people's discomfort
22:21
and lack of understanding something
22:23
that they could go ahead and remedy on their own
22:26
without depriving me of completely
22:28
appropriate medical care. And
22:31
to be clear, nobody's going to force
22:33
me to take estrogen ever
22:34
again. Okay. So can you say a little
22:36
bit more about this because under
22:38
proposed gender affirmation treatment
22:42
bans, you could be
22:44
barred from HRT, but
22:46
Is there also an implication that
22:49
you would be forced to chemically retrans?
22:52
Like, if that's possible? Or
22:54
Is that a choice you'd be forced into to
22:56
try to prevent downstream health challenges?
22:59
The first thing I would point out is that cis
23:01
men don't go through menopause. So
23:03
if I'm taken off of testosterone and I go into
23:05
menopause all of sudden I'm in cis body again,
23:08
cis woman's body again. So that is in
23:10
and of itself a sort of chemical
23:13
transition. The other thing I would say
23:15
is that I don't think that since people
23:17
really appreciate the cognitive and emotional
23:19
changes that you go through on on
23:22
hormone therapy. I
23:24
I can't speak to what it's like being on estrogen
23:27
for a trans woman, but for me,
23:29
a lot of things about cis men became a lot
23:32
clearer once I started testosterone.
23:34
And there are emotional patterns
23:37
and cognitive patterns that
23:41
are that happen due to your
23:43
primary sex hormone. So
23:45
going off of testosterone in
23:48
addition to going into menopause and those
23:50
physical changes would also cause
23:53
cognitive changes that I really don't
23:55
want. The thing about saying, like, I
23:57
never could've go on estrogen again is more of
23:59
a preemptive thing. A lot of
24:01
cis people treat being trans as if
24:03
trans people could just choose to live
24:05
as cis people if we wanted to.
24:08
And in this case, like, I could imagine
24:11
me saying, like, I'll develop osteoporosis
24:13
and have Swiss cheese Beres. And
24:16
they could say, like, oh, well, you could just take estrogen,
24:18
you know? But the the answer is
24:20
no. Imagine looking in
24:22
the mirror and seeing a face and body
24:25
that didn't belong to you and didn't
24:28
reflect to other people who
24:30
you are. I did that
24:32
every day for thirty four years.
24:35
I spent half of my energy
24:38
trying to act like a woman and
24:40
understand on what it's like to be a woman
24:42
and project womanhood when
24:44
I'm not a woman every
24:46
day for thirty four Beres.
24:49
Transitioning, removed those
24:51
burdens and allowed me to live with the
24:53
ease and sense of self that cis people get
24:55
to have by default. Right.
24:57
Going back on estrogen would
25:00
kill who I am. It
25:02
would kill me spiritually, emotionally,
25:06
I I mean, it might be a little melodramatic to
25:09
say maybe physically, but for some trans
25:11
people, that is true. Not wBeau
25:14
forced back into the closet is a dust
25:15
set. For a lot of trans people. When the chemistry
25:18
is involved, the changes are so disregulating
25:21
and disorganizing that the person
25:23
becomes a stranger to
25:24
themselves. Again, Okay. I mean,
25:26
that's Dysportia. That's gender Dysportia. You
25:28
are a stranger to yourself. Yeah. That's a good way putting
25:31
it. One way I kind of grotesque way
25:33
of putting it when I was starting
25:36
my transition is that I feel like I'm wearing a
25:38
skin suit, you know.
25:41
Yeah. It's that you had been wearing a skin
25:43
suit. And that now
25:45
that was gonna come off. Yep. Yeah.
25:48
Amazing.
25:50
I am I am so determined to
25:52
live as a man that I would rather
25:55
have osteoporosis for the rest of my
25:57
life than ever go on estrogen. But
25:59
those shouldn't be my only two choices No.
26:04
No. Okay. Alright. So
26:06
when Donald Trump threatens to put up barriers
26:09
to act assessing gender affirming healthcare
26:11
that were this high. It's
26:13
not a trivial threat. It's not something that
26:15
trans people can just adapt to a workaround.
26:18
It's an existential threat, and I mean that
26:20
not in terms of saying he'll wipe out our
26:22
culture, but in terms of saying, we
26:24
will become at least preventably disabled
26:27
and some of us will die. At
26:29
the same time, it is also
26:31
the culture that is particularly
26:33
egregious to reactionary. So,
26:35
lips of TikTok might target individual
26:39
LPGTQ plus people on
26:41
Twitter But the overall target
26:43
is abstract. So they talk about
26:45
the elites or the transhuman agenda
26:47
or grooming in our schools. And
26:50
so to me, this makes it all the more
26:52
important to emphasize the material
26:54
impacts on real people when their medications are taken
26:56
away with their privacies and treated upon.
26:58
Right. You know, they mean the Jews,
27:00
doctors, and trans people when they say the
27:03
elites, the transhuman agenda, grooming
27:05
in our schools. And they're using these dog
27:07
whistles so they have plausible deniability when
27:09
someone rightly calls them out for it.
27:12
They're concerned about covering their asses.
27:14
While I'm concerned about weather
27:17
and how long my family can safely stay
27:19
in the US in the political
27:21
environment that they're creating. But
27:23
in terms of the question of it, like, is
27:26
war a
27:28
good term here? I also wanna
27:30
point out that most folks tend
27:32
to see the current wave of transphobia
27:34
as its own distinct event or an isolated
27:37
war on trans people. But
27:39
it's actually an extension of a culture
27:41
war that started decades ago. So
27:43
to give you a timeline, the culture war started
27:45
because on the one hand, from nineteen
27:47
forty four to nineteen seventy four, you had the beat
27:50
generation in sixties counter culture
27:52
-- Right. -- in nineteen fifty
27:54
four through nineteen 6D8, you have the civil rights
27:56
movement, which saw the passage of
27:58
the civil rights act and the fair housing act,
28:01
nineteen sixty four to nineteen sixty five. You know, this
28:03
is a piece of history that I wish more people
28:05
at my age had context into,
28:07
but you had LPGA's great society
28:10
programs, which included the war on poverty.
28:12
Various civil rights, voting, education, consumer
28:15
protection acts, the creation
28:17
of the national endowments for the arts and humanities,
28:20
the job corps, the peace corps, and a lot
28:22
more. All these programs benefited the most
28:24
vulnerable Americans, and the war on poverty
28:27
drastically reduced both the raw
28:29
number and the percentage of Americans in
28:31
poverty. I really like this timeline. Right?
28:34
In in sixty five, you also had the HeartSeller
28:36
Act, which reduced limitations on immigration
28:39
and increase the rate of immigration to the US. And
28:41
then from the late sixties through the
28:43
eighties, you had the women's lip movement and the
28:45
gay lip movement. So this is really
28:47
the progress timeline, but I think
28:49
you're gonna tell me about something else going on
28:51
too. Yeah. And stop me if this sounds familiar,
28:54
but there was an immediate backlash. To
28:56
these civil and human rights movement, to counter
28:58
culture, and to these policy initiatives that
29:01
benefited Americans of color in the poor,
29:03
So on the other hand, you have
29:06
in nineteen sixty seven and nineteen
29:08
sixty eight, you have the creation of the Hyde
29:10
School in Sidew, which were the first Tripleteen
29:12
schools as We know them now.
29:14
In sixty eight, Nixon ran
29:16
on a promise of welfare rollbacks. Also,
29:19
the population bomb was
29:22
published which kicked off the
29:24
racist and anti immigrant zero
29:26
population growth movement, seventies,
29:29
widespread back clash to welfare based
29:31
on the racist narrative that welfare
29:33
enables people of color to be to
29:35
be lazy and take handouts. Seventy
29:37
one, you had the war on drugs, which now we
29:39
understand is a targeted assault on the black
29:42
community. Nineteen eighty,
29:44
Stabi of the thousand earlier. Michelle
29:46
remembers was published, which kicks off
29:48
the satanic planet. Eighty
29:51
one the first attempts to
29:53
abolish the national endowments for the arts,
29:55
which was justified by moralizing about
29:58
which projects the MEA funded, which included
30:00
projects by gay artists, which you could argue
30:03
was the first official push of
30:05
the culture war, at least in the
30:07
eighties?
30:07
Yeah. The most visible and sort of
30:09
visceral push would say. Right.
30:12
Yeah. Eighty one,
30:14
Reagan dismantles the office of economic
30:16
opportunity, which was established during the great
30:19
society programs. Eighty one, you
30:21
also had the first cases of AIDS in
30:23
the US. In eighty four, you had
30:25
the creation of the Cor Corrections Corporation
30:27
of America, which officially establishes the
30:29
private prison industry. In
30:32
the nineties, politicians across
30:34
the spectrum adopt the super
30:36
predator theory of crime, which
30:38
creates a media narrative of crime that suggests that
30:40
criminality is an inborn trade. And in this
30:42
case, it's inborn black people, but
30:44
it goes on to include trans and gay
30:46
people with the groomer of. Ninety
30:49
three, Clinton puts through
30:51
don't ask Total. Ninety six,
30:54
Clinton cuts the legs out of out from
30:56
under welfare with a Fair Reform
30:58
Act. And then in ninety
30:59
six, you had the Defense of Marriage Act.
31:01
So that's the really bad timeline. It's
31:04
the darkest timeline, and we're living in it
31:06
still.
31:06
Because, really, I
31:10
you could continue this on to include
31:12
things like Citizens United or
31:15
the attack on Muslims and Seeks after
31:17
nine eleven or the panic over
31:19
trans people. I'm kinda
31:21
stopping here in the in the mid nineties because
31:23
I to me, this is the point at which all
31:26
of these tactics on
31:28
the part of centrist
31:31
and conservative politicians harden
31:34
into a go to strategy that
31:37
they can use anytime that
31:39
marginalized groups challenge the status
31:41
quo. And and these policies have
31:43
resulted in the deaths of millions of Americans.
31:46
Now I imagine that you've
31:47
brought numbers with you. I
31:49
can't not. Yeah. So
31:53
to be as brief as possible, as
31:55
a result of the war on welfare, One
31:57
in seven Americans now depend on food banks
31:59
for nutrition. And just in twenty
32:02
twenty, nine thousand one hundred and fifty
32:04
two children under the age of
32:06
fourteen died due to malnutrition.
32:09
As a result of the war on teenagers and
32:11
the counterculture, American parents
32:14
put their children into troubled teen schools be
32:16
kidnapped tortured and in the cases of
32:18
at least one hundred and fifty nine children
32:20
killed at their parents' behest. And
32:23
that's not even touching the three hundred and
32:25
thirty one thousand children who have experienced
32:27
gun violence in American schools since
32:29
columbine, while American politicians
32:31
refuse to do anything to help. As a
32:33
result of the war on civil rights in black Americans,
32:36
we created a war on drugs that fed a disproportionate
32:38
number of black people into prisons that exploit
32:41
their labor. In a form of modern
32:43
day slavery between two thousand
32:45
one and twenty nineteen, eight
32:47
thousand five hundred and seventy three prisoners
32:50
died of unnatural causes in state and
32:52
federal prisons, which is to say nothing of the
32:54
hundred and thirty five unarmed black people
32:56
who died in police shootings just between
32:58
twenty fifteen and twenty twenty one,
33:00
and you could really cite endless
33:03
data about the number of black people who have
33:05
died at the hands of the state. As a result
33:07
of the war on gay Americans, Reagan intentionally
33:10
ignored the aids epidemic for as long
33:12
as possible to cater to his homophobic base
33:14
in between nineteen eighty one and twenty six
33:16
seen six hundred and seventy five thousand
33:19
Americans died due to AIDS. Incredible.
33:21
Yeah. All the while, our politicians,
33:24
conservatives and particular, but with the complicity
33:26
in policy making of liberals, have
33:28
raised moral panic after moral
33:30
panic to justify this legislative violence
33:32
against the most vulnerable Americans. Whether
33:35
those panics are over drugs,
33:37
welfare, immigration, super predators,
33:40
feminist gay people, trans people, or unruly
33:42
kids. The antitrust bills that
33:44
are being proposed and passed now are just
33:46
conservatives once again, falling
33:48
back on the same old strategies to uphold
33:51
the status quo. I don't even really
33:53
need to cite specific murders of trans people
33:55
to call this war. The culture war has had
33:57
millions of casualties over the past decades,
34:00
and most of them weren't individual acts
34:02
of violence against marginalized
34:03
people. They were acts of state violence against
34:05
American citizens. Okay. So all of these
34:07
themes bring us to
34:09
the artist Felix Gonzalez
34:12
Torres. We were
34:14
emailing in preparation for this and
34:16
you asked me to read an essay by
34:18
him called public and
34:20
private spheres of influence. And you
34:22
told me it has very deeply
34:25
informed the way I think about these issues. So
34:27
we'll get to the essay,
34:29
which will return to the themes that you've just been
34:32
articulating. But First
34:34
off, why is Gonzales towards
34:36
important to you as an artist in finger?
34:38
So I might cry.
34:41
I'm gonna try not to cry. Okay.
34:44
So III mean,
34:46
I first encountered his work
34:49
when I was much younger. Because
34:51
the Art Institute of Chicago has a fair
34:53
number of his his art works, and
34:55
I grew up here. But I
34:58
started studying his artwork when I was
35:00
in college. And at the time,
35:03
I was in a
35:05
long term abusive relationship. I
35:08
had taken this class on contemporary art, basically,
35:10
to say, like, I don't get contemporary art.
35:13
So I'm gonna take a class on it and see if they can
35:15
convince me to like it. Right.
35:18
Which they did. It was really
35:22
the right time for me to come
35:24
across this. This relationship
35:28
had abuse dynamics that I think
35:30
a lot of straight cis
35:32
people wouldn't really understand he
35:34
had isolated me from my family. He had isolated
35:37
me from my friends from people
35:39
who knew who
35:41
I was and what I valued. In
35:43
high school, I was very,
35:46
very involved in in LGBT activism.
35:48
That that died the minute that I started
35:51
dating Missouri Senate, Lutheran. No
35:53
offense. It was recent at Luther and Allies.
35:56
This one was particularly hardcore. So
35:59
I started studying
36:01
this gay artist and when
36:04
I learned when I
36:09
Gonzales Torres was
36:11
deeply in love with his partner Ross,
36:15
deeply in love with his partner Ross.
36:17
And the artwork that I got really
36:19
involved with was the artwork untitled
36:21
portrait of Ross in LA. So
36:23
this is a pilot handy. That's a
36:25
hundred and seventy five pounds,
36:28
which was Ross' weight when he was healthy.
36:31
Felix and Ross both had AIDS
36:33
and they knew that they were imminently
36:35
dying. So Gonzalez
36:38
Torres made a lot of artwork about this and
36:41
and portrait of Ross in LA that was,
36:43
you know, when they were living together for the first
36:45
time and maybe the happiest they had ever Beres, but
36:47
Ross was dying. He was wasting away
36:49
before before Felix's eyes
36:52
and So this
36:54
this pile of candy, you're invited as
36:56
the viewer to take from it,
36:59
and in
37:01
taking from it, you are reenacting
37:05
Ross' death, the wasting
37:07
away of his body, and at
37:10
the same time. I mean, this is this is
37:12
a a pile of candy that's like it's
37:14
those hard candies that are fruit flavored
37:16
and wrapped in like multi
37:18
colored cellophane and it's beautiful.
37:21
I mean, when you come across it in the museum,
37:23
it it's it's sparkling and gorgeous
37:25
and it's on the floor which is unusual and
37:28
what's really cool about it is, like, it's like
37:30
right at kids level. So if you go there
37:33
on a field trip day,
37:35
you can see kids like turn the corner,
37:37
see this artwork, and just Beres
37:40
for it and start digging their little hands
37:42
and stuffing their pockets full of candy. And
37:46
that's the way that Felix felt about
37:48
Ross. And
37:49
that's, I mean, how beautiful
37:52
I believe I remember reading
37:54
an article about it or seeing
37:56
it in the magazine and thinking that was
37:58
the most extraordinary idea I'd ever heard
38:01
of. It's exceptional. And I
38:03
had spent so long working
38:05
with people when I was a teenager
38:08
working with people who had AIDS. And
38:10
I knew what they had been through
38:12
in the nineties and the eighties
38:15
and it is
38:17
an incredible act
38:19
of to
38:21
be loved like that, to be
38:23
loved to be awesome, to be loved like
38:25
that. I mean, Gonzales Torres
38:27
created eternal life for
38:29
his gay partner. Yeah. You
38:31
know, he created a body that wouldn't
38:33
die because the museum has to keep refilling
38:36
it. So it lives
38:38
forever. This is something super
38:41
important because that stipulation
38:43
about the installation that
38:46
the the gallery has to replenish
38:48
the pile is
38:50
also Gonzales Torres's way,
38:53
I think of saying, that institutions
38:55
can mitigate the disappearance of
38:58
our loved ones. Like, as a society,
39:00
we can actually account
39:03
for and
39:05
and help preserve the memory
39:07
of those that we love. Absolutely.
39:10
And whereas the the the children and all of
39:12
the other participants are actually like, they
39:14
are reenacting, but also sort
39:16
of existentially performing a
39:19
participation in his death, but also
39:21
taking away with them a kind of sweet memory
39:24
of who this person was that they never
39:27
met. And in that way, he
39:29
is disappearing. Society is
39:32
in in, like, tasked with
39:34
keeping him there at the same time, like, exactly.
39:36
And that's what makes him a political
39:38
thinker. Right? Let
39:39
me get to the politics in a second, but let me
39:41
just
39:41
Yeah. I'm so sorry. Sorry. Yeah.
39:45
No. There is
39:47
this quote that I have here from an
39:49
interview that he gave and he says,
39:52
love gives you the space and the place
39:54
to do other work. Once that space
39:56
is filled, once that space was covered
39:58
by Ross, that feeling of home, then
40:00
I could see, then I could hear,
40:03
and that struck
40:05
me so hard
40:07
being in an abusive relationship.
40:10
It hits to you in a very personal
40:13
and transformative way. And
40:16
then I think you
40:18
also become aware that he's
40:21
also like political scientist. Yeah.
40:24
Very much. You dug up an old
40:26
lecture for us
40:28
where Gonzalez Torres is is speaking
40:30
at the School of the Art Institute of Chicago,
40:33
and he's reading from
40:36
a bit of this essay after this fascinating
40:39
discussion of how the art world makes
40:42
ideology invisible Yeah.
40:44
It's no accent. That culture is
40:46
not the new battleground.
40:48
After all, the economic and social changes
40:50
that the brick and June sought to
40:52
bring about another accomplished deal. Our
40:54
national deficit in nineteen eighty was seventy
40:57
four billion, but by nineteen ninety, we had
40:59
deficit two twenty one billion. In
41:01
nineteen eighty, the ratio of the U. S. Government
41:03
budget for housing to its budget for
41:06
the military was one to
41:07
five. By nineteen eighty one, nineteen
41:10
eighty nine, it was one dollar for housing and
41:12
thirty You know, so I think
41:14
we can hear how strongly
41:16
he echoes in your own analysis.
41:19
That's from nineteen ninety four. He died
41:21
two years later if it's related causes of the age
41:23
of thirty eight -- Yep. -- for fuck's sake.
41:25
And so he starts
41:28
the essay with, it's no accident,
41:30
the culture is the new battleground. He
41:32
goes on as you have to list the
41:34
accomplishments of repressive capitalism.
41:37
I think he's saying that
41:39
once the powerful of exerted control
41:41
over the money, what's left is
41:43
to come after bodies and minds. But
41:46
what else does Gonzales torres say in this
41:48
essay in a
41:49
nutshell? The thesis is
41:52
that, as he says, there's
41:54
there's no such thing as a private sphere,
41:56
not when the state claims that has a
41:59
vested interest in what happens in the bedroom.
42:01
was referring especially to the
42:04
nineteen eighty six Supreme Court case, Bowers
42:06
v Hardwick, which decided that there's
42:08
no constitutional protection for the practice
42:10
of sodomy, specifically when
42:12
it's between two men. And states were
42:15
at will to outlive, essentially making
42:17
possible for states to criminalize having
42:19
gay sex. This wasn't undone until
42:21
the two thousand three case, Lawrence v Texas
42:24
decided that it was a violation of the due process
42:26
clause to criminalize consensual sexual
42:29
conduct between two adults of the
42:31
same sex, which was seven years after
42:33
Gonzalez Torres died. And by the way,
42:35
Greg Abbott wants to take Lawrence v Texas
42:37
back to the Supreme Court now that has a religious
42:39
conservative
42:40
majority. Yeah. This is the governor
42:42
of Texas. And just to underline it,
42:44
for a moment, if Lawrence
42:46
v Texas is overturned, the
42:48
state could prosecute anyone
42:50
for consensual sexual behavior of the
42:52
privacy of their
42:53
homes. That's Is that the deal? Yeah. Yes.
42:55
And Ken Paxton, the attorney general in Texas,
42:58
has said that he would enforce it. I would
43:00
not underestimate these people.
43:03
They are trying to create a registry of
43:06
trans people in Texas at the moment.
43:09
So they are violently
43:13
in favor of of these
43:15
incredibly appalling repressive
43:18
policies. And
43:21
and in favor of criminalizing
43:24
gay and trans people. And
43:26
and that's a great example of Gonzales, Torres's
43:28
point. You know, it
43:31
it Beres like he's saying essentially that
43:34
when the corporate state cannot
43:36
be moral, When it's shown to
43:38
be immoral, it has to invent
43:41
and to prosecute immorality in
43:43
its
43:43
citizens. Do you think that's
43:45
fair? Yes. I'm
43:48
trying to think of maybe a more layperson's
43:50
way of putting it. Right.
43:53
That's always good.
43:54
Yeah. That's that's what I'm constantly
43:57
trying to do. Yeah. Let's let's let's work it out.
43:59
It would be it would be you
44:01
need somebody to blame. Mhmm. And
44:03
we will find the blame worthy
44:06
group for you to --
44:08
Yes. -- you know, exercise yourselves upon.
44:10
Right. And that is despite the fact that
44:14
our politicians are the people
44:16
who are creating the conditions in which you do
44:18
not have a fulfilling life. They
44:21
are depriving us of
44:24
the opportunities that we
44:26
had decades ago. Not
44:29
all of us, not equally, but, you
44:31
know, there was progress in the right direction.
44:34
They have deprived us of that progress. They
44:36
have done everything they can to stymie
44:38
progress. Of course, people are unsatisfied
44:41
with their lives. And yeah, they
44:43
find the targets to distract from the
44:45
fact that they should be
44:47
the targets of our iron
44:49
disgust.
44:50
Now, so do you imagine that as economic
44:54
and institutional crises continue
44:56
to crest that the pressure
44:58
will continue to increase? Yes.
45:02
I think if the arc
45:05
of history tells us anything, the attacks
45:07
will increase until they're too extreme
45:09
and violent for sis people
45:11
to ignore and then it'll start getting better.
45:14
Although with gay people
45:16
being roped into the trans panic, it's like
45:19
we're kinda going backward on that too, but
45:21
I think Matthew Shepherd
45:23
was probably the turning point for a lot of
45:25
straight people in terms of gay rights.
45:27
But I think it's really notable that it took
45:29
one good looking white guy to be
45:31
brutally murdered on the side of the road
45:34
for straight people to start carrying despite
45:36
the fact that for two decades, the government
45:39
had neglected the aids crisis and
45:41
and killed hundreds of thousands of gay
45:43
men. Who knows who will have
45:46
to die and how brutally they
45:48
will have to die in order for cis
45:50
people to start caring
45:52
about trans rights as
45:54
a group and who knows
45:56
how many trans people will die via state violence
45:59
in the meantime.
46:00
Fascinating that you bring up Matthew Shepherd because
46:02
I think that also emerges in a completely
46:04
different media landscape in which something
46:06
about the reporting and something about
46:08
the imagery could
46:11
not be ignored. And
46:13
today, it seems like as
46:15
soon as something appears on Twitter,
46:17
it can be spun or it can
46:19
be -- Yeah. -- named as a deep
46:21
fake or it can be
46:24
there's a there's a reality distortion principle
46:26
at play here as well that I think is very
46:28
confounding. Yeah. I have to wonder
46:30
if maybe there's a
46:32
lot of cis people out there who think that trans
46:35
people don't have it that bad. Because
46:37
of this reality distortion. It's like,
46:39
live our lives, you know? Like,
46:42
go touch grass, come out and meet
46:44
us, find out what our lives are actually
46:46
like, get off of
46:47
Twitter, and maybe you'll find out that
46:49
no, we're not exaggerating, but it is that
46:51
bad. Right.
46:52
But I and kinda to that
46:55
point, Chaya
46:57
Ryzhik has already used Lids of TikTok.
47:00
To incite bomb threats against children's hospitals
47:02
on the basis of lies about gender affirming care
47:04
for children. There's also a sort of
47:07
click of anti trans activists who are waging
47:09
a very effective astroturfing campaign
47:11
by forming overlapping advocacy
47:13
groups that focus on gender medicine and de
47:15
transition. The Society for Evidence
47:17
Based Gender Medicine is the best known of these
47:20
groups, but also includes Gensbach, rethink
47:22
identity, medicine, ethics, gender
47:24
health, query, lots of, like,
47:26
groups with, like, really legitimate sounding
47:28
names. Yeah.
47:34
But, yeah, these are these are a
47:37
bunch of social workers,
47:39
a couple of actual, like, MDs,
47:42
some physicians, but none of them
47:44
have any experience in gender
47:46
medicine And they don't they
47:48
may have worked with some dtransitioners, but
47:51
they don't specialize in gender medicine or
47:53
work with trans people on a regular basis.
47:56
You know, that's that's training that you have
47:58
to do to
48:00
be, like, qualified to speak on this stuff and
48:02
they haven't gone through that training. They completely
48:06
misrepresent the research on
48:08
gender medicine and and on transition.
48:11
They they really warp data
48:13
and intentionally misinterpret
48:17
scientific research to make
48:19
it seem like there's more of a consensus
48:21
than there actually is that gender medicine
48:23
might be dangerous as they are waging
48:25
a really, really effective campaign. The
48:27
Alabama attorney general cited
48:30
them while defending anti
48:32
trans laws. Like, on the record,
48:35
and that is the political activity
48:37
that if they're not they're not gonna bother
48:40
with town hall meetings because
48:42
who needs to go to town hall meet and then say
48:44
that stuff, when you can get the information
48:46
out there, the misinformation, the disinformation
48:49
out there, and have an inflame
48:52
conservatives so that they can go
48:54
to the town hall meetings. You know,
48:56
it's it's pretty sophisticated. You
48:59
know, a team of Yale researchers found
49:01
that the quote unquote
49:03
research on on SCGM's website
49:06
is actually mostly
49:08
just opinion letters that they write
49:10
to the editors medical journals, and then
49:13
they'll link to them on their website as if
49:15
this is actual medical research because they'll
49:17
be able to
49:17
say, oh, this was published in XYZ Journal.
49:20
Wait a minute. Wait a minute. Wait a minute. They'll they'll write
49:22
a letter to the editor and then link. And because
49:25
the link goes to the
49:26
journal, they'll say it's peer reviewed research.
49:28
I don't know that they'll say that as peer reviewed research,
49:30
but I think that they're hoping that nobody
49:33
will actually click through the link and see that
49:35
it's just an opinion
49:36
piece. And also, I mean, there's not that much like
49:38
scientific literacy in the public. So
49:40
-- Right. -- I don't think that lot of
49:42
people understand how to evaluate
49:45
scientific research or methodology or
49:47
even understand what
49:50
is research and what is
49:52
an opinion piece. We cover
49:54
this all the time in relation to how
49:57
vaccine science is presented
49:59
by right wing activists.
50:02
Right? It's the same thing. Yeah.
50:05
And also, there's a similar dynamic with
50:07
people who might have medical
50:10
or academic credentials in one area who
50:12
have no real research experience or
50:15
on the ground experience with trans people. Stepping
50:17
out of their lane and using their credentials to
50:20
sort of charismaticly
50:22
suggest that they have some
50:24
specialized knowledge where they don't. Yeah. And
50:26
I would say, like, to cis listeners,
50:28
like, if you hear
50:31
the guy who's talking about this stuff when it
50:33
comes to COVID vaccines, and you're like, wow,
50:35
that's really objectionable. Go and
50:37
look at what they're doing with gender medicine. Like,
50:40
it's the same thing. You know, we need
50:42
to object to it as hard as
50:44
we do when it's when it's vaccines. Right.
50:47
These groups are being cited by policymakers
50:49
as justification for anti trans.
50:52
Fear mongering in legislation and
50:54
they're being cited and or
50:57
uncritically linked to by publications like
50:59
the Daily Mail, the New York Post, Medscape
51:01
is really bad about this. Newsweek,
51:04
The New York
51:05
Times, holy
51:08
There's stuff that the New York Times has published
51:10
about gender medicine is reprehensible.
51:13
This is despite the fact that the people who comprise
51:15
these groups have no real quality occasions
51:18
to inform policy or the public. And if cis
51:20
allies don't start holding themselves, the
51:22
media, and politicians accountable for
51:24
factual accuracy around trans identity,
51:27
and around gender medicine, twenty twenty
51:29
four is going to be a bloodbath for the trans
51:31
community psychologically
51:33
and emotionally for sure, but it look
51:36
at what happened at Club Q. It might also be
51:38
in terms of actual human loss. And, you know,
51:40
that is something that Chiara Ryzhik and
51:42
Alex Jones really want is human
51:45
loss.
51:46
If I zoom in on my own experience
51:49
many years ago of being confused
51:52
and triggered by the reality of trans
51:54
existence, I
51:56
feel like I know something about where
51:58
some of this is coming from,
52:01
if we set the politics aside, I guess.
52:04
Because I remember getting to know a
52:06
trans colleague as a friend and
52:08
having these weird bodily sensations
52:11
that curled up around questions like
52:13
you know, why don't they just accept themselves
52:16
as they were Beres? And do they really
52:18
need to change who they are? And
52:21
at a certain point, I I guess I just
52:23
got over it. You know, I realized
52:26
it was none of my business, but then
52:28
it went farther than that because
52:31
one day I remember that I was
52:33
riding the subway and I suddenly
52:35
realized that I was not looking at people
52:38
as biological men and women because if I
52:40
was, I would have to be
52:42
imagining weird things about their
52:44
genitals. Like, I was just looking
52:46
at people and and realizing
52:49
that was a very liberating,
52:51
I would say, almost spiritual experience.
52:54
I mean, I know that
52:56
we're not talking primarily about
52:58
psychology
52:59
with this material, but
53:01
that's in the background as well.
53:04
I think neo liberalism has done a
53:06
really good job of convincing Liberals
53:09
and progressives that all it takes to enact
53:11
change as a hearts and minds campaign that
53:13
you just have to do the internal work
53:16
and everyone else will follow you.
53:22
Is that everybody still moved by my experience
53:24
on the subway? I
53:28
hope so. Didn't
53:30
I do a great job? You
53:31
did a great job, and you didn't share it with anybody,
53:33
and you didn't do any correlation building. But the
53:35
people will follow you, Matthew. Politics
53:38
will definitely follow you if you don't do anything
53:40
to act on it. No. No.
53:43
Because because years
53:45
in the yoga world taught me that if I just
53:47
did my yoga, then I would become a better person
53:49
too. Right? And if I just do my my
53:51
transcendental meditation,
53:54
God. Well, you should because you paid
53:56
for that fucking mantra too. Do you
53:58
pay for the mantra? Okay. I paid for the training. Let's
54:00
be fair to
54:01
I paid for it. The training the
54:02
training was excellent, and
54:03
I paid for mantra and the mantra is great. Awesome.
54:05
Yeah. Okay. Anyway,
54:09
But, yeah, I I have certainly come
54:11
across this attitude from cis allies.
54:14
I can't tell you how often I hear
54:16
things like Well, for what it's
54:18
worth, not everyone thinks like that or,
54:20
like, most people don't think like
54:22
that. And when they say like that, they mean, like,
54:24
you know, like a transflow. But that's
54:26
not true. That's demonstrably untrue.
54:29
Pew found in twenty twenty two that sixty
54:31
two percent of Americans either think that greater
54:33
acceptance of trans people is actively
54:35
bad for society or they're undecided
54:38
on whether it's good or bad. And that includes
54:40
a whopping forty
54:43
percent of democrats They found
54:45
in a separate twenty twenty two study that
54:47
the share of people who believe that gender is determined
54:49
by your sex at birth is actually rising
54:51
over time, not falling, And then about
54:53
a fifth of Democrats believe it should be illegal to
54:55
teach about gender identity in grade schools and
54:57
that parents who support their child's gender
55:00
identity should be investigated by law enforcement.
55:02
And what frustrates me is that, like you
55:04
said, cis people, including allies, often
55:07
demand explanations from trans
55:09
people before they're willing to even that
55:11
Beres real in the first place.
55:13
Yeah. That's so uncomfortable because
55:15
I remember getting to know the
55:17
first transcript I made and realizing that
55:20
somehow for my own safety,
55:23
I felt compelled to ask them all kinds
55:25
of intrusive questions. You
55:27
know, and I'm not gonna lie. I I was
55:30
for some reason thinking about things that I never
55:32
think about when I'm with cis people, and
55:34
I restrain myself from,
55:36
you know, saying those things out loud, but
55:38
there's a very weird impulse there
55:41
that's really real and and has to be
55:43
dealt with in some
55:44
way. Well, I wouldn't even call it a weird impulse
55:46
because it's curiosity. And and I wouldn't
55:48
wanna discourage natural curiosity. Trans
55:50
people are I don't wanna
55:53
say unusual in the sense of being strange,
55:55
but we're not typical. We're in
55:57
the minority, so curiosity is
55:59
is understandable. I get it. But It
56:02
often crosses into cis people silently
56:04
evaluating trans people to figure out
56:06
if they think actually men and
56:08
actually women by their narrow
56:10
individual standards. And
56:13
that is, like said before, making it
56:15
about themselves. They don't make much of
56:17
an effort to put themselves in our shoes understand
56:20
that our lives are unbelievably difficult
56:22
over current conditions and actually work
56:24
to change those conditions. They don't
56:26
get that I don't understand
56:28
cis people. I tried. I
56:32
tried for thirty four
56:34
years to understand what it's like to be cis
56:37
and and to understand what it means to be
56:39
a cis woman, and I don't get it.
56:41
And you might never get what it's like to be
56:43
a trans person. You might never know
56:45
explanation will be enough. So
56:48
you have to, at some point, start
56:50
putting aside your lack of understanding
56:53
and saying like, I support human
56:55
rights period. It doesn't matter if I
56:57
understand. Because look, I don't understand
57:00
you and your experience as a cis person.
57:02
But it doesn't mean I'm gonna withhold my support
57:05
for your civil and into rights until you can explain
57:07
it to me.
57:07
Bo, we're totally normal. We tell you
57:09
who we are within day. I mean, maybe you're you're
57:12
you're just not leaning in and and
57:14
really listening. I don't know. I
57:17
listened to my great detriment.
57:20
I listened
57:21
I wouldn't
57:21
even get into it. Yeah.
57:24
Okay. So so speaking of listening, the
57:26
reason why we're talking at all
57:28
is because you had responded
57:31
to some of our coverage of the satanic panic.
57:34
And you specifically responded to a listener
57:36
who complained about how
57:38
we framed certain things. She
57:40
said that we weren't giving
57:43
enough credit to the satanic panic as
57:45
a movement that made it permissible to
57:47
finally talk about child
57:49
sexual abuse. She was implying,
57:51
as lot of people do, that
57:54
it was an important development in
57:56
feminist activism. And then
57:58
you had a response to that
58:01
exchange. What what what did it bring up
58:03
for
58:03
you? Without getting too hyphy about it because
58:05
it's Silvics, be angry, beep, about
58:07
it. I
58:09
got frustrated at the fact that you bothered to respond
58:12
to such a ludicrous claim that's so obviously
58:14
throws the LGBTQ plus community under
58:16
the bus. It's very clear
58:19
to me that the satanic panic
58:21
is part of a larger culture war that I outlined
58:23
clear that is set at sites on
58:25
gay and trans people, black people, indigenous
58:28
people, people living in poverty, immigrants,
58:30
and teenagers as its scapegoats and
58:32
women. And women. Right. I agree
58:35
with your analysis that Pasteur was reacting
58:37
to Vatican two and the decline of
58:39
Catholicism in America when he published Michelle
58:41
and remembers, but Focusing on the satanic
58:44
panic is just a vehicle for buttressing
58:46
Catholic influence ignores the
58:48
next four decades of anti
58:50
gay, anti trans rhetoric and moralizing
58:53
that condemns us based on our supposed
58:55
violation of Christian principles and outright
58:57
calls us satanic and demonic and
59:00
suggest that we're lusting after nice
59:02
white Christian children. And
59:04
that's moralizing, but it comes not just
59:06
from Catholics, but from many Protestant
59:09
denominations as well. So the idea
59:11
of gay Satanism is clearly useful
59:14
across the divide of the reformation. And
59:17
that's beyond the fact that the satanic panic made
59:19
gays and lesbians into supposedly anti
59:22
christian scapegoats, targeted child
59:24
hair workers in place blame for the alleged
59:26
abuse on working mothers for putting their children
59:28
in day
59:29
cares. Okay. So here's a good example
59:31
of my own journalistic myopia
59:33
because it's very natural for me. As
59:36
a lapsed Catholic with a chip on my shoulder
59:38
to focus on pastors like cookie,
59:41
tad calf fantasies as morally
59:43
and intellectually repugnant, but then
59:46
I, like, completely miss the on the ground
59:48
impact on people with less privilege. Okay.
59:50
So
59:51
busted? You know, there are a lot of victims
59:53
beyond just the obvious, like beyond
59:55
child care workers and gay people and working
59:57
mothers. You have other victims
1:00:00
of the satanic panic that include, you
1:00:03
know, just if you're if you're just looking at
1:00:05
the satanic panic on its own divorce
1:00:07
from the culture war, The victims are
1:00:09
also the warmly imprisoned, children
1:00:11
who were subjected to the traumatic
1:00:13
psychological baggage of the adults in their
1:00:15
lives and unnecessarily exposed
1:00:18
to high stress environments like investigations
1:00:20
and courtrooms, religious
1:00:22
minorities, everyone who has been smeared
1:00:24
in the press as satanic or demonic, QAnon
1:00:27
and Pizza Gator, an extension of the satanic
1:00:29
panic. Many artists, particularly gay
1:00:31
artists have been accused of satanism and harassed
1:00:33
for it for Beres, if not decades. Also
1:00:36
say, look at all the musicians who
1:00:38
have been called satanic and attacked for
1:00:40
that for decades. Satanism has
1:00:42
become a default accusation against any
1:00:44
ideological opponents of conservatives and
1:00:46
is weaponized to immediately curtail
1:00:49
any productive conversation about diversity
1:00:51
and difference. I'll also say, like,
1:00:53
for a more recent example,
1:00:56
the reaction to Little Nasdaq's, his
1:00:59
video called me by your name. Like,
1:01:01
that's another one. It's it's this
1:01:03
is a a pretty sophisticated critique
1:01:05
of the way that Christianity has targeted gay
1:01:07
people, and it was him saying, like, okay. Let
1:01:10
me go embody what you you're so afraid of.
1:01:12
And and what and what what
1:01:14
now. But, yeah,
1:01:17
to to to get to that men people
1:01:19
looking in the mirror and seeing the devil, white
1:01:22
feminists aren't immune to that impulse,
1:01:25
and and that's I identified in that
1:01:27
listeners argument was white feminism.
1:01:30
I want to encourage your listeners to read
1:01:32
white feminism by Quebec against
1:01:34
white feminism by Raffia Zakaria if
1:01:36
they wanna know more about deeply entrenched
1:01:39
white supremacy in American feminism. But
1:01:41
the thrust is that white women have
1:01:43
dominated the feminist movement carefully
1:01:46
and intentionally excluding the activism
1:01:49
and perspectives of black, brown,
1:01:51
indigenous, Asian, working
1:01:53
class, Jewish, Muslim, fat,
1:01:55
disabled, elderly, and queer women
1:01:57
and that as a result, feminism in America
1:02:00
is centered on the priorities of affluent
1:02:02
white women. These priorities have become
1:02:05
deeply and increasingly individualistic.
1:02:08
And in the last several decades, feminism has
1:02:10
been reduced to advocating for individual
1:02:12
wage earning individual achievement in
1:02:14
the workplace, individual sexual liberation,
1:02:16
and individual self care. Leaning
1:02:20
in.leaning in.leaning in. Thank you, Cheryl.
1:02:23
When it comes to the discussion of
1:02:26
child sexual abuse, I am a
1:02:28
survivor of long term child sexual
1:02:30
abuse. So I do empathize
1:02:33
with the need to recognize and
1:02:35
process your trauma and to have something
1:02:38
prompt that recognition in the first place.
1:02:40
But saying that we should feel more positively
1:02:43
about the satanic panic on the basis of it,
1:02:45
helping people talk about their history of abuse
1:02:47
would be like saying that, well, the Holocaust
1:02:50
woke the world up to the dangers of of anti
1:02:52
Semitism. So maybe
1:02:55
Nazism can have positive effects. You
1:02:57
know, oh gosh. Call of Ye,
1:02:59
let him know. It's
1:03:01
a it's a it's a reprehensible self
1:03:04
centered highly individualistic way of
1:03:06
interpreting history. If
1:03:08
we're gonna approach this really critically too,
1:03:10
think it's important to find out exactly which
1:03:13
and how many victims have benefited
1:03:15
from this satanic panic opening up conversations
1:03:17
about child sexual abuse. I wonder if there's
1:03:19
data. I wonder if there I wonder
1:03:21
if there's literally just one
1:03:24
study that I could find Matthew. It's
1:03:27
admittedly old, but two
1:03:29
thousand three Department of Justice study
1:03:31
found that at that time eighty six percent
1:03:33
of victims of child sexual abuse did not report
1:03:35
that abuse. To me, that doesn't scream
1:03:38
such a resounding success on the part
1:03:40
of the satanic panic quote unquote, opening
1:03:42
up the conversation about CSA that's
1:03:44
worth all of the harm. I don't
1:03:46
know how many cases of CSA were reported
1:03:49
prior to the satanic panic, But
1:03:51
when it comes to brass tacks, fourteen
1:03:53
percent is inadequate and we need better solutions
1:03:56
for victims of child sexual abuse than
1:03:58
quote
1:03:58
unquote, conversation opening, moral
1:04:01
panics. Yeah. Now with regard
1:04:04
to the satanic panic timeline, two
1:04:06
thousand and three isn't bad, like it's not
1:04:08
a bad benchmark because the last major cases
1:04:11
were tried in the mid nineties. So you'd
1:04:13
expect an increased reporting rise
1:04:15
right after the
1:04:16
panic. Right? You would expect that by
1:04:19
two thousand three, there would
1:04:21
have been some difference. If we're saying,
1:04:23
like, this starts with Michelle remembers
1:04:25
and that opens the floodgates, then you would
1:04:27
expect that in the twenty two years
1:04:29
after that, there would be something
1:04:31
better than fourteen percent So
1:04:34
I will also point out that if we
1:04:36
were if if the satanic panic was really
1:04:39
so good at opening up a conversation
1:04:41
about child sexual abuse, why can't
1:04:43
I find anything better than this two thousand
1:04:45
three study? It was twenty years ago.
1:04:47
Why isn't there more? Like,
1:04:50
it's so hard to find data
1:04:52
about the actual
1:04:54
reporting rates of child sexual
1:04:57
abuse. So clearly, it hasn't
1:04:59
done a good
1:05:00
job. We're not talking about it enough.
1:05:02
Or that there isn't
1:05:04
actually the the
1:05:06
will to answer the question.
1:05:09
Yeah. Yeah. And that does satanic panic didn't
1:05:11
create the will to answer it. Believe
1:05:14
it or not, creating lies about
1:05:16
supposed satanists and ritual
1:05:19
abuse and shit, which is not how
1:05:21
child sexual abuse normally happens,
1:05:23
but propagating those lies
1:05:26
didn't do a good job.
1:05:28
Right. It's not effective.
1:05:29
Heading towards our home stretch
1:05:32
and back to social psychology
1:05:35
for a moment. And
1:05:37
very, very broadly, why
1:05:39
the fuck is the dominant culture
1:05:42
so obsessed with
1:05:45
trans people. Well, the simplest answer
1:05:47
is that if you're looking for a scapegoat, you'd be hard
1:05:49
pressed to find a group that's easier to scapegoat
1:05:51
and trans people. As far as the data
1:05:53
tells us currently, we are less than one percent
1:05:56
of the population. So if you lie
1:05:58
about who we are and what we want,
1:06:00
It's going to be harder for us to be heard
1:06:02
when we refute your claims by
1:06:04
virtue of us just being a tiny community.
1:06:07
And you can see that in the public debate now, the
1:06:09
SIS community has dictated to trans people
1:06:11
what we supposedly care about
1:06:13
and what we supposedly want, and now
1:06:16
we have to react to it. For instance,
1:06:18
cis people really have it in their heads
1:06:21
that trans folks are demanding that trans
1:06:23
kids be able to play sports on the sex segregated
1:06:25
team of their choice. They have it in their hands
1:06:27
that we are demanding this. But have you ever
1:06:29
met queer people? We
1:06:32
are not some of us some
1:06:36
some lesbians and there
1:06:38
are some gay leads and stuff,
1:06:41
but, like, for the most part, we are not
1:06:43
exactly the biggest sports fans in the universe.
1:06:46
On the whole, we were not the sporty
1:06:48
kids. This
1:06:51
issue is not organically on most trans
1:06:53
folks' agendas. And it
1:06:55
was put there by says people who deflected
1:06:58
from our actual Beres by demanding
1:07:00
that we come up with an answer for how
1:07:02
trans feed people fit into something
1:07:04
as trivial as sex segregated
1:07:06
sports. The whole times, cis people have been bringing
1:07:08
this up to me personally. I've been
1:07:11
sighing and rolling my eyes because
1:07:14
I didn't care about kids sports when I was
1:07:16
a kid. Ask my dad. He
1:07:19
was he was my soccer coach and my
1:07:21
team all coach. It was a mess.
1:07:25
I didn't I didn't care about kids sports when I
1:07:27
was a kid and I continue not to care about
1:07:29
kids sports now and the fact that I'm being forced
1:07:31
to think about it when really annoys
1:07:33
me when all I really want is an assurance of
1:07:35
me and my family's physical safety and the freedom
1:07:38
to make my own medical
1:07:39
choices. So there's less seeming
1:07:41
exaggeration of a
1:07:43
demographically tiny concern. So
1:07:45
issues around fairness when,
1:07:48
for instance, trans women are presented as
1:07:50
outperforming cis women in individual sports
1:07:52
like swimming is something that's talked
1:07:54
a lot
1:07:55
about. But we are talking about a
1:07:57
fraction of the one percent of the population.
1:07:59
Right? Yes. And and I gotta point out,
1:08:01
it is always trans women. People don't think
1:08:03
that trans men can compete with Cisman,
1:08:06
so they're not worried about it. But the
1:08:08
the ACL Eagle in the animated really salient
1:08:11
point in a fact sheet about trans youth and sports
1:08:13
that the legislators in Indiana who
1:08:16
were passing HP ten forty one to ban
1:08:18
trans kids from sports couldn't produce evidence
1:08:20
that this was even really problem in the
1:08:22
state and outright admitted on the record that
1:08:25
it wasn't widespread problem. ESPN
1:08:27
reported that only about one point eight
1:08:29
percent of high school students identify
1:08:31
as trans. And of those trans students,
1:08:33
only thirteen percent play sports.
1:08:35
So -- Oh,
1:08:36
jeez.
1:08:37
yeah. So when when you're,
1:08:39
like, kinda calculating how many
1:08:41
athlete, like, high school athletes or trans,
1:08:44
ESPN's estimation is, it's about zero
1:08:46
point four four percent of all high
1:08:48
school athletes are trans athletes.
1:08:50
And even fewer than that are trans
1:08:52
girls, which is what anti trans activists
1:08:55
are actually scared of. I would not
1:08:57
call that widespread or
1:08:59
worth legislating around. And
1:09:02
I find it extremely interesting that trans
1:09:04
anti trans people chose to zero in
1:09:06
on team sports, in particular as their
1:09:08
battleground. Because, to my
1:09:11
mind, as admittedly a not sporty person,
1:09:13
Team sports are arguably the sports in which
1:09:15
physiology matters the least. A lot goes
1:09:17
into winning a game in Team Sports other
1:09:19
than raw physical talent, like strategy
1:09:22
and collaboration and teamwork and leadership,
1:09:25
they all arguably matter more
1:09:27
than any players physiology. Every
1:09:29
team is going to have a lot of physical variation
1:09:32
between players. So theoretically, there absolutely
1:09:34
should be room for trans players on team sports.
1:09:36
No matter who's on your team, a big
1:09:38
part of working together is going to be playing
1:09:41
to each player's strengths and working around their
1:09:43
weaknesses.
1:09:43
Yeah. For sure. So why team
1:09:45
sports of all the sports? I had
1:09:48
to ask my husband about this because he
1:09:50
is a sporty person. And he
1:09:52
pointed out that from a bigoted parents
1:09:54
point of view, it it probably has to do with the implied
1:09:56
intimacy and com cam camaraderie of Team
1:09:58
Sports. Beyond the fact of
1:10:00
sharing locker rooms, athletes who play on teams
1:10:02
become quite close and friendly and invested
1:10:05
in one
1:10:05
another. And if you hate trans people, you can't
1:10:07
have that for your cis child. Okay. So I would
1:10:09
agree here with your husband. And
1:10:12
I'm also going to focus in on the
1:10:14
locker room aspect and say that
1:10:17
that's the site of what
1:10:19
I would call permissible but
1:10:21
repressed sexual transgression
1:10:23
and hazing. So as
1:10:26
a straight this guy, I can tell you that
1:10:28
we can shower together, we can
1:10:31
swing our dicks at each other, we can laugh about
1:10:33
each other's dicks, We can make racist comments
1:10:35
about size, etcetera. I'm not speaking about
1:10:37
myself in the present tense, but I know this culture.
1:10:40
We can snap towels at each other's asses.
1:10:42
We can show each other porn on our
1:10:44
phones. Also, this was before this was this
1:10:46
was after my time. But all
1:10:49
of this, like, edgy stuff
1:10:52
is permissible only if
1:10:54
there's a very rigid rule in place, which
1:10:56
is that nobody here is actually
1:10:58
clear. Right. Because if a queer
1:11:00
person is present, that queerness
1:11:03
will make the homo erotic nature
1:11:05
of the play transparent. So,
1:11:08
you know, the locker room is
1:11:10
also a place where, you
1:11:12
know, men can talk shit about women
1:11:15
and they can even assault women if they get too
1:11:17
close because I don't know if you've seen these
1:11:19
instances where, like, a female reporter is
1:11:22
assigned to do postgame interviews of, like,
1:11:24
a baseball team and a bunch
1:11:26
of them feel like it's their right and it's like really
1:11:28
funny to surround her or brush
1:11:30
by her while they're naked even while
1:11:32
the cameras on them. So they're basically
1:11:34
saying, this is our dick swinging space.
1:11:37
But if you tell them, you
1:11:39
know, here's a trans man and he's one of
1:11:41
you, Suddenly, like,
1:11:44
they have to become more self aware and aware
1:11:46
in a way. They have to become more polite. They
1:11:48
might feel infiltrated. In in
1:11:50
a space where they've been blowing off repressed
1:11:52
steam. You know, they're they're gonna be
1:11:54
confronted with the notion that someone is breaking
1:11:56
some kind of rule that they barely understand. And
1:11:59
meanwhile, the actual reality is that the trans
1:12:01
man just wants to change the damn clothes, right, and
1:12:03
get their shoes. So this stuff is so
1:12:05
viscerally present for me that when I
1:12:07
bring my six and ten year old boys into the locker
1:12:10
room when we go swimming, the only
1:12:12
thing I'm actually anxious about are
1:12:14
the Dick Swingers because they're
1:12:17
definitely gonna be there. So
1:12:19
I'm on the lookout and if there's Dick Swinging
1:12:21
wBeau, like in over in that part of
1:12:23
locker room, I'm gonna steer us towards another
1:12:25
part. And it never, literally,
1:12:28
never occurs to me, to be concerned.
1:12:30
That my children would be around gay or
1:12:32
trans men because my experience
1:12:35
so far is that gay and trans men
1:12:37
are just like more self aware and bound
1:12:39
read And if I feel
1:12:41
a threat on my kid's behalf,
1:12:43
it's gonna be the threat of culture that's gonna
1:12:45
encourage them to become both
1:12:48
repressed and aggressive at the same
1:12:50
time. And it reminds me of like how Bell
1:12:52
Hooks talks about patriarchy in
1:12:54
its primal stages disconnecting boys from
1:12:56
their own feelings, and that allows
1:12:58
them to evade the challenges of empathy. And I
1:13:00
think the locker room is is the
1:13:02
scene where this
1:13:03
unfolds, where boys
1:13:06
are told that in their essential selves,
1:13:08
they should they should be Dick Swingers. This is
1:13:10
interesting because I used the men's locker room
1:13:12
at my gym -- Mhmm. -- which is a new
1:13:14
development. Right.
1:13:17
How's it going? I mean, is it okay? Yeah. That's
1:13:19
fine. I mean, I'm I
1:13:22
this is this is the thing I've always felt comfortable
1:13:24
in men's faces. Like, that
1:13:26
it has never phased me even when
1:13:28
I was presenting as a woman. But
1:13:30
yeah. No. I mean, the
1:13:33
so what you're saying about, like, game transmit
1:13:36
being more boundary? I think that that has to
1:13:38
do with, like, when we're in shared spaces
1:13:42
with straight people and cis
1:13:44
people, but straight people in particular.
1:13:47
I think there's this sense of like, okay, we're
1:13:49
not gonna be the gayest right
1:13:52
now. Because we're in
1:13:54
a shared space, but we have private
1:13:56
spaces and spaces that are kind of hours
1:13:58
that are more culturally hours where
1:14:01
like drag shows, where
1:14:03
we can be more
1:14:06
flamboyantly gay, more
1:14:08
more queer. So there's this sense
1:14:10
of like they're, you know, some stuff
1:14:12
is appropriate Beres, but not here. And
1:14:15
straight people are not gonna understand. So,
1:14:18
you know, let's not subject them to it.
1:14:21
Do you know what? I just it just occurred to me that
1:14:23
there could be an entire protest movement outside
1:14:26
of men's locker rooms. Oh
1:14:28
god. Right? Right? Yeah.
1:14:30
Where where like queer and trans people
1:14:32
came and they held signs about
1:14:35
how, you know, we don't
1:14:37
want our children groomed
1:14:39
into dick swinging
1:14:41
spaces. Exactly. Exactly.
1:14:43
I mean, certainly that's how I feel. Obviously,
1:14:46
it's how you feel. But, yeah, I mean, the
1:14:48
nice thing about the club that I go to, so when
1:14:50
I signed up, my
1:14:53
my license had my dead name
1:14:55
on it. So I had introduced myself as
1:14:57
Bo. I was the guy who was
1:14:59
signing me up was the manager of the club. And
1:15:01
we were having a nice conversation and then it got
1:15:04
to the point where I had to give them my license. And I said,
1:15:06
so I'm trans. So
1:15:08
the name on this license is not going be the name
1:15:10
that I go by. And he
1:15:13
was so great. He was like, oh, yeah. I kind
1:15:15
of figured. And just kept moving.
1:15:17
Which is, by the way, the best response
1:15:19
anybody has ever given me. I love that because
1:15:21
you're simultaneously saying,
1:15:23
I accept that your trans I
1:15:25
did clock you, but I'm not
1:15:27
gonna treat you differently.
1:15:28
And don't really care. I don't care. I don't
1:15:30
care. Let's keep moving. And then he showed me the men's locker
1:15:32
room. So there you go. Amazing.
1:15:35
Yeah, I I mean, it's certainly communicated to
1:15:37
me that that's where I belong and
1:15:40
that, you know, it is the club's stance,
1:15:42
that that is where I belong. So I feel entirely
1:15:44
entitled be in there. I don't feel like I have to hide
1:15:47
anything necessarily, although I am
1:15:49
a little more on the modest side. There's
1:15:51
only one guy who I think
1:15:54
has, like, really clocked me.
1:15:56
And it it's not hard to
1:15:58
do. I still shave my legs. I have
1:16:00
very wide hips and I have two huge
1:16:02
scars on my chest. So --
1:16:05
Right. -- it's not hard to do, but most
1:16:07
people aren't looking, and this guy just happens
1:16:09
to usually be in the same bay of lockers
1:16:11
as me. He has kind of uncomfortable, and
1:16:13
I don't know if it's that he's uncomfortable
1:16:16
with the fact on trans or if he's uncomfortable
1:16:18
because he's, like, I don't wanna fuck up.
1:16:20
Or, like, he's just trying to give me space,
1:16:22
which is, like, either no matter
1:16:24
what it
1:16:25
is, I don't care. Like I said, I'm entitled
1:16:27
to be in there. So It's an amazing moment
1:16:29
where you don't actually know whether whether
1:16:31
the discomfort is an actual
1:16:33
discomfort or an altruistic discomfort.
1:16:36
Right. Yeah. And and I'm I
1:16:39
mean, it doesn't matter to me either
1:16:41
way. Like, I I said before, like, if people
1:16:43
see me as a woman, I don't care. That's fine.
1:16:45
You can think whatever you want to. It's not
1:16:47
my business. I'm not the thought police. But,
1:16:50
like, this guy, as long as he is just
1:16:52
letting me do my thing and staying out
1:16:54
of my way and I'm staying out of his
1:16:56
way. We're good. You know? I
1:16:59
If this is coming from a place of bigotry, that's
1:17:01
fine. He's allowed to be a bigot. But, like,
1:17:04
you know, as long as we're just, like,
1:17:07
living and letting
1:17:07
live, that's that's all
1:17:10
I can ask for. That's the very
1:17:12
American part of your
1:17:14
argument, I can't. Right?
1:17:16
Like like it
1:17:19
seems that so often the discourse is
1:17:21
really, really enmeshed in the
1:17:23
particulars of identity
1:17:26
politics and and
1:17:29
it's and the jargon that can flow
1:17:31
through that at times.
1:17:33
But you're also really making
1:17:36
a civics argument
1:17:39
that is like, really unimpeachable.
1:17:43
Thank you. Just, like like, leave
1:17:45
me leave me alone, please.
1:17:49
And I have the same rights as you.
1:17:51
So Yeah. And and that
1:17:54
yeah. And that our internal sort
1:17:57
of paradigms are really not
1:17:59
on the table here. They are matters of privacy.
1:18:02
Like, it's almost like an establishment clause
1:18:04
argument as well. Right? You're saying
1:18:06
don't have, you know, psychological
1:18:08
or religious sort of feelings
1:18:11
or or beliefs intervene
1:18:13
in this space where we simply should
1:18:15
be sharing civil
1:18:16
rights. Yes. And I
1:18:18
would point out that my
1:18:21
point of view, most Transamerica's point
1:18:23
of view about this is way
1:18:26
more tolerant and permissive of free
1:18:28
speech than than Trans and
1:18:30
Gay people have to be in other countries.
1:18:32
Like Germany has hate speech law
1:18:34
that for bids hate speech against
1:18:36
trans people, but it happens all the time in
1:18:38
the US. And my stance is,
1:18:41
say whatever you want. Just don't legislate about
1:18:43
me. I don't care. That's fine.
1:18:46
Like, you are people are allowed to have their opinions,
1:18:48
but there is a
1:18:51
constitutional issue here and
1:18:53
a civil rights issue here that
1:18:57
I'm I'm like I have a line
1:18:59
and the line is when you start legislating
1:19:01
against me, when you start projecting your
1:19:04
Christian morality or even your
1:19:06
you know, personal anxieties as a cis
1:19:08
person onto
1:19:10
legislation. That's when I draw the line.
1:19:12
You know, this brings us back to hair schultz actually
1:19:14
because one comment that you made was
1:19:17
my identification with him might be naive
1:19:20
that his argument that he's as German
1:19:23
as everybody else is and
1:19:25
that's going to be
1:19:27
the pillar that he stands on is
1:19:31
something that this current wave
1:19:33
of legislative and cultural violence is
1:19:36
actually
1:19:37
undermining. And so when you say,
1:19:39
you know, I don't really, I'm
1:19:41
not concerned about the speech
1:19:43
issues. At the same time, that's
1:19:46
the tip of the spear, isn't it? Where
1:19:48
when hate speech becomes louder and
1:19:50
louder, then that begins to influence
1:19:52
legislative movements.
1:19:55
It is something that I worry about, but it's something
1:19:57
that I try to respect because I think that there's
1:19:59
room for I think that
1:20:01
there's room for people to hate each other.
1:20:04
Honestly. Beres
1:20:06
there's so much that we don't
1:20:08
have control over. There's so
1:20:10
much that don't have control over. We can't control how people
1:20:13
think about us and we can't really speculate on people's
1:20:15
motivations. One of the things that I learned
1:20:17
in therapy for post traumatic
1:20:19
stress disorder one of the things
1:20:21
that I learned in cognitive processing therapy
1:20:24
was that one of the
1:20:26
sort of disordered ways that
1:20:29
you start thinking when you have PTSD,
1:20:31
as you start trying to figure out
1:20:34
what people's motivations were
1:20:38
for the violations
1:20:39
that they inflicted on you? Oh, yeah.
1:20:41
And then you start trying to avoid those things.
1:20:43
Right. That is at the heart
1:20:45
of PTSD. Really?
1:20:48
And yeah. Well, according
1:20:50
to Patricia Risik, Risik.
1:20:53
She's the one who created CPT
1:20:56
in response to the
1:20:58
needs of rate victims in the seventies.
1:21:00
She was working in women's shelters when she developed
1:21:02
this. But her her way of thinking
1:21:04
of it is this is,
1:21:06
like, if you can undo that way of thinking,
1:21:08
if you can undo this, like, constant anxiety
1:21:11
over, like, how do I avoid this? And
1:21:13
accept the fact that you can't
1:21:15
control what other people
1:21:17
think or what other people do. And if
1:21:20
you try to find motivations for it, it's just
1:21:22
a losing game. The objectionable thing
1:21:24
that happened isn't why somebody
1:21:27
violated
1:21:27
you. The objectionable thing that happened
1:21:29
is that they violated you.
1:21:32
And that's enough. It comes
1:21:34
it's like the second aero teaching
1:21:36
in Buddhism where you
1:21:39
know, the the buddha says
1:21:41
to the the person who's in mental
1:21:43
or emotional suffering isn't
1:21:46
it enough that you have been
1:21:48
struck by this arrow. Yeah.
1:21:50
Why is it that you regret being in the
1:21:52
wrong place exact why
1:21:55
is it that you you blame
1:21:57
yourself for being such an easy
1:21:59
target? Why is it that you
1:22:01
stress about how long it will take to get
1:22:03
the arrow
1:22:04
out. These are all reasonable
1:22:06
and they distract from the basic fact
1:22:08
of the matter. I will say as soon as
1:22:10
I stopped worrying about why my ex
1:22:13
husband did what he did, why the rapist
1:22:15
who came after that did what he
1:22:17
did, I
1:22:20
found this
1:22:23
sense of ease like just
1:22:25
it it unburdens you mentally
1:22:27
to to stop wondering
1:22:31
what their motivations were. It just
1:22:33
doesn't matter And as soon as you stop
1:22:35
thinking about it, like, you can get down to brass
1:22:37
tacks and just be like, you know,
1:22:40
in the case of my ex husband, he had a
1:22:42
million choices. For
1:22:44
how to respond to
1:22:47
me being unusual,
1:22:50
which is what it comes down to. And
1:22:52
the response that he chose
1:22:55
was not to be compassionate or
1:22:57
curious or tolerant
1:23:00
or accepting or interested. He
1:23:03
chose to try to
1:23:05
exert as much control over
1:23:07
me as possible so
1:23:09
that I would be shaped
1:23:11
into the person, the wife he
1:23:13
wanted. And that,
1:23:18
you know, that is that's that's
1:23:20
it. That's it. That's all it is. And I
1:23:22
I can say, like, well, I know that he
1:23:24
had a history of abuse. He
1:23:27
had this religious belief.
1:23:29
He had, like, XYZ other thing. And
1:23:31
but when it comes down to it, it was just that
1:23:33
he chose to act in an abusive
1:23:35
way. Period. In your
1:23:37
list of choices, I think you left out ambivalent.
1:23:41
He could have not cared and
1:23:43
moved
1:23:43
on. He could have not cared
1:23:45
to move on. Yeah. Absolutely. Yeah.
1:23:47
Everybody everybody has that
1:23:50
choice. You know, when you see something
1:23:52
that you object to, you can
1:23:54
choose to be
1:23:55
ambivalent. You can choose to
1:23:58
not care.
1:23:59
Right. Right. So
1:24:01
to the question of why cis people are so
1:24:03
obsessed with us, if you'll allow me to get really
1:24:05
philosophical here, if we were going
1:24:07
to be really honest about
1:24:10
how we define manhood and womanhood
1:24:12
in white western cultures. The
1:24:15
fact is that it's
1:24:17
not chromosomes, it's not appearance,
1:24:20
It's that we
1:24:22
have defined women as the objects
1:24:24
of men's sexual desire
1:24:26
and men as competitors for sexual
1:24:28
access to women for so
1:24:30
long that it's become the default way
1:24:32
of thinking about other human Beres. And
1:24:35
in that way, men have decided
1:24:37
who's a quote unquote real
1:24:39
man and who's a quote unquote real
1:24:41
woman based on either who they're
1:24:43
competing with or who they want to have
1:24:45
sex with.
1:24:47
Yes. Okay. So this brings me back
1:24:49
to my subway moment because
1:24:51
as I'm, you know, in
1:24:53
this crowded car, I realized that
1:24:56
I'm typically going through this
1:24:58
mental calculus that
1:25:00
is usually not transparent. I'm identifying
1:25:02
man, woman, man, man, woman, man,
1:25:04
woman. Suddenly, that
1:25:07
internal monologue becomes audible
1:25:09
to me. And I
1:25:12
realize I don't actually know what
1:25:14
the words mean because my definition of them
1:25:16
depends on creepily imagining people
1:25:18
naked. So that was suddenly
1:25:21
absurd. And so in that absurdity,
1:25:23
I start seeing something else beyond
1:25:25
man, woman, man, woman, and that makes
1:25:27
me wonder about what it means
1:25:29
to fall in love with a person instead
1:25:32
of a a man or a woman.
1:25:34
So this litany of man,
1:25:36
woman, man, woman, man, is this internal
1:25:39
scorecard of who
1:25:41
I should be allowed to think about in
1:25:43
a sexual way, if I'm totally honest.
1:25:46
Right. And part of the
1:25:48
reason feminism is so offensive
1:25:50
to patriarchy is that it asserts that
1:25:52
women can also define men
1:25:55
as the objects of women's sexual desire.
1:25:58
And homosexuality is considered deviant
1:26:00
under patriarchy because it defines
1:26:02
men as the objects of men's sexual desire
1:26:05
and women as the objects of women's sexual
1:26:07
desire. Right. But trans and non
1:26:09
binary people, people break
1:26:11
this system entirely by
1:26:14
saying we are not defined
1:26:16
by who wants to have sex with us,
1:26:19
we define ourselves. Who
1:26:21
wants to have sex with us? And
1:26:23
who wants to compete with us for sex
1:26:26
is absolutely irrelevant to
1:26:28
our
1:26:28
identities. Okay. So but hold the phone because
1:26:31
this makes it sound like trans identity
1:26:33
is not socially constructed.
1:26:37
Right. So we have stumbled onto the
1:26:39
hill that I'm gonna die on. Okay. Alright.
1:26:41
Go for that. Okay.
1:26:44
So when we say that gender is a social
1:26:46
construct, which I don't like, phrasing
1:26:49
like that because it feels very ziggy.
1:26:52
We are saying that man
1:26:54
and woman are roles
1:26:57
that we our culture has sort of
1:26:59
agreed upon collectively. Yeah.
1:27:02
And that is why manhood
1:27:05
and womanhood are context dependent because
1:27:07
they're different in different cultures. So
1:27:09
that's gender is a social
1:27:11
construct, but identity isn't at all.
1:27:14
Trans identity is not a social construct,
1:27:17
cis identity is not a social construct,
1:27:19
no identity is a social construct. The
1:27:22
only person who gets to construct an identity
1:27:24
is you as an individual. So
1:27:28
nobody gets to tell a cis man,
1:27:30
you don't make enough money, so you're not a
1:27:32
real man. Nobody gets to tell a cis woman,
1:27:35
you're not able to have children, so
1:27:37
you're not really a woman. Or
1:27:39
you're not attractive to me, so you're
1:27:41
not a good enough woman, or you're
1:27:43
not whatever, you know, or to
1:27:45
go back even further, you're
1:27:48
a Jew, so you're not a German, or
1:27:50
you're black, so you're two thirds of a person.
1:27:52
This is a power that
1:27:56
white people, white says straight,
1:27:58
able-bodied people have had for
1:28:01
a long time, and they have
1:28:03
used it to legislate
1:28:05
against marginalized people. And what's
1:28:07
so offensive about trans people
1:28:10
is that we're saying you do not
1:28:13
actually have that power or that entitlement
1:28:16
to tell other people who they
1:28:18
are. You don't get to tell anybody
1:28:20
that. It's not just about trans people.
1:28:22
It's about
1:28:23
everybody. You don't get to tell
1:28:25
other people who they are, period. That
1:28:27
does feel like a hill to die on
1:28:29
because that is a very
1:28:33
That's coming close to a universal message,
1:28:36
like a gospel message. Yes.
1:28:39
Yeah. And And I just you know, when
1:28:41
I think about this, when I because
1:28:43
this is probably my most deeply
1:28:46
held belief. When I think about this, it
1:28:48
breaks my heart. Thinking
1:28:51
about all the people who
1:28:53
have been hurt by people telling
1:28:56
them who they are. By by people
1:28:58
passing judgment. And it's not
1:29:00
just marginalized people. It's
1:29:02
everybody. Everybody gets hurt
1:29:04
by this. I'm sure you can think of many
1:29:06
times in your own life where somebody
1:29:08
told you your XYZ and
1:29:11
you're lesser than because of it. Oh god.
1:29:13
Yes. Yeah. Absolutely. Everybody
1:29:15
can. I I mean, I it
1:29:18
it kills me to
1:29:20
think of boys
1:29:24
being like little boys Beres
1:29:26
told that they're not good enough, being
1:29:28
bullied by other boys. It kills me to think
1:29:31
of these these children listening
1:29:33
to Andrew Tate and
1:29:36
hearing him say that if you don't make enough
1:29:38
money, you're not a good man or
1:29:42
that if woman has had multiple
1:29:44
sexual partners, then she's not really a woman.
1:29:47
You know, we have told cis people
1:29:49
that they are not good enough or
1:29:52
enough of a man, enough of a woman. I
1:29:56
want his people To
1:29:58
feel grounded in their identities,
1:30:00
I don't want the realization that
1:30:02
trans people exist to
1:30:04
threaten cis people. I wanted
1:30:07
to empower them, to define
1:30:09
themselves, and to stand in their truth, and
1:30:11
to have a really strong sense
1:30:13
of who they are. I think that is one of the things
1:30:15
that I love most about gay and trans people
1:30:17
is that we have been forced by necessity
1:30:20
to have a very strong sense of who we
1:30:22
are and to stand for it. And
1:30:25
I want that for cis people too.
1:30:27
I want cis people to feel
1:30:29
very strong and and, you know, to
1:30:31
to that woman who's like, I waited
1:30:33
thirty years to become a mother. It's like, I don't wanna
1:30:35
take that away from you. I I want
1:30:37
you to identify as a mother because that's
1:30:40
who you are, and that's something that's very important
1:30:42
to you. And I honor that. There's
1:30:45
probably some contingent some minority
1:30:47
contingent of trans people who are like, now
1:30:49
we get to we you people don't
1:30:51
get to call themselves. You know? Like
1:30:54
or we shouldn't use gender terms or
1:30:56
whatever. Like, there's probably some contingent
1:30:58
of, like, tumbler Beres who feel that way. But
1:31:00
I don't think that's the majority of trans people. I
1:31:02
think that's tumbler teens being teenagers,
1:31:04
you know. And and since
1:31:07
people have gotten really hung up on
1:31:09
what I think was intended to be a mild
1:31:12
suggestion that we think more
1:31:14
intentionally and inclusively about the way that
1:31:16
we talk And they've interpreted that as
1:31:18
I don't get to have my identity. And it's like,
1:31:20
look, I'm not the one who's gonna tell you that you
1:31:22
don't get to have your identity. Maybe you should tape this
1:31:24
up with all of the cultural
1:31:26
commentators who have been saying,
1:31:29
men are this, women are this, we don't live up to
1:31:31
this standard of manhood and womanhood then
1:31:33
you're not good at
1:31:34
Yeah. You need to take it up with your parents. No
1:31:37
comment.
1:31:41
Let me just reflective listen for
1:31:43
a bit -- Yeah. -- because this is this is this
1:31:45
is blowing my mind. We did not discuss
1:31:47
this before
1:31:49
this this conversation. So
1:31:51
No. You brought up the question and I was like,
1:31:53
oh, oh, here we go.
1:31:58
So what has happened and
1:32:00
what seems to be instinctual is
1:32:02
that the awareness of trans
1:32:05
reality destabilizes CIS
1:32:07
psychology. But what you're saying
1:32:10
is that can only really
1:32:12
happen if the person's
1:32:15
self identification has been subjected
1:32:18
to a lifetime of accusations and
1:32:20
belittlings and judgments and
1:32:23
you've always been told
1:32:25
something that is somewhat shameful
1:32:28
about who you are. And as soon as
1:32:30
you encounter, a person
1:32:32
who is taking ownership of
1:32:34
an identity that you cannot conceive of
1:32:36
for yourself. And maybe they they're even expressing
1:32:38
pride about it, and that's why the pride
1:32:41
parades are such an incredible fixation
1:32:43
for this crowd that suddenly
1:32:46
your own sense of insecurity
1:32:48
is laid
1:32:49
bare. Is that what you're saying here? Yes.
1:32:52
And you have spent
1:32:54
your whole life trying
1:32:58
to live up to other
1:33:00
people's demands of
1:33:02
you whether or not they are
1:33:04
relevant to who you are and
1:33:06
you have been told that you are not
1:33:09
good enough unless you do it. And
1:33:11
that is so damaging. That
1:33:13
is so psychologically damaging. And
1:33:16
when somebody waltzes in and says,
1:33:18
now I'm this thing. Now I'm
1:33:21
a woman. Now I'm a man. And
1:33:24
they're experience doesn't line up with
1:33:26
yours, you feel like they're stealing something from
1:33:28
you. Goddamn it. So what you're saying actually
1:33:30
is the trans person who is
1:33:32
willing to change themselves
1:33:35
in in in a public
1:33:38
sphere in a way that other people
1:33:40
become aware of. That they're actually
1:33:42
making an assertion about the fluidity
1:33:44
of identity that everybody actually yearns
1:33:46
for. Howard Bauchner: Yeah. Yeah. We're making
1:33:48
a statement saying like you
1:33:51
just you don't have to play
1:33:54
along. You don't have to. Nobody
1:33:56
does. You don't have to live up to
1:33:58
anybody's standards but your own. And
1:34:02
I think there's this sense. This
1:34:04
kind of gets back to Gonzalez Torres a little
1:34:06
bit, but there's this sense that
1:34:10
Beres this anxiety that we all have to cooperate
1:34:12
and follow the same rules for
1:34:15
society to function. And it's like,
1:34:17
to a certain extent, yes, I feel
1:34:19
very strongly about civics as we've
1:34:21
mentioned. But in terms of
1:34:23
identity, who does it really actually affect
1:34:25
if you say If
1:34:28
you put your foot down, if you put
1:34:30
your stake in the ground and say, this is who I am
1:34:32
and nobody's gonna tell me otherwise, how
1:34:34
does it affect other people? For cis
1:34:36
people. Like, not not I'm not saying this about trans
1:34:39
people. For cis people, if
1:34:41
you are a
1:34:43
cis mother if your
1:34:45
identity includes, I
1:34:47
don't know, how much you care
1:34:49
about your grandmother or whatever,
1:34:51
like, what you know, I I don't know. Like,
1:34:53
anything anything. If you're an artist, if you're
1:34:55
whatever. Oh, well, that
1:34:58
kind of gets to it too. Let's think about all the
1:35:00
people in the world who have been saying, like, on not
1:35:02
really an artist. They're making art and they're saying I'm
1:35:04
not really an artist because I'm not good enough according
1:35:06
to XYZ standard that they heard
1:35:08
from some book or some
1:35:10
podcast or some influencer or something.
1:35:13
You know, you
1:35:15
just You get to be whoever
1:35:17
you want to be You know?
1:35:19
And as long as you are
1:35:22
engaging in civics and playing
1:35:24
along by the rules that we set out,
1:35:26
to cooperate with each other and keep society
1:35:28
functioning. You get to
1:35:30
be who you say you
1:35:31
are. For the straight and
1:35:33
cis person who wants to
1:35:37
help. What is the best
1:35:39
first thing to
1:35:40
do? If I have to choose just one
1:35:42
thing, Join your local chapter
1:35:44
of p flag and actually go and
1:35:46
attend their meetings. They operate more or less
1:35:48
independently, so it's not the same everywhere. But
1:35:51
my local chapter meets once a month for an
1:35:53
hour, so it's a big payoff for not a
1:35:55
big investment of time. If you're
1:35:57
not familiar with pflag, it stands for parents
1:35:59
and friends of lesbians days. And the name
1:36:02
is a relic of an older time. They do
1:36:04
support trans people in our loved ones.
1:36:06
And they do incredible work
1:36:08
that actually positively affects the lives
1:36:11
of queer and trans people by supporting, providing
1:36:13
support for the people who support us.
1:36:15
You don't have to currently know or
1:36:18
love a queer trans person to join.
1:36:20
You will be welcome so long as you're dedicated
1:36:22
to your allieship. But just don't
1:36:24
just donate actually go to the
1:36:26
meetings. Oh, well, but
1:36:28
why why is
1:36:29
it important to go? Bo, I
1:36:31
might have to meet people. And god forbid
1:36:33
you meet more queer people and trans
1:36:36
people and find
1:36:38
a loving and supportive community of
1:36:40
like minded people.
1:36:43
I I might feel like my
1:36:46
identity is more fluid and that
1:36:48
I can actually make choices about who I am
1:36:50
in the
1:36:50
world. Yes. Yeah. Why would
1:36:52
I want that bow? What's in it for
1:36:54
me? A lot
1:36:56
more peace in your life. Also,
1:36:58
like, there is the whole, like, touch grass thing.
1:37:00
Like, I mean, part of it is just you can't
1:37:03
build coalitions from your couch unless
1:37:05
you are hosting a group of
1:37:07
like minded individuals on your couch. You
1:37:09
can't change anything on
1:37:12
your own. People have to work
1:37:14
together. And if
1:37:16
your allieship stops
1:37:19
at your wallet, it's never
1:37:21
gonna go anywhere. Because look, the
1:37:23
people who oppose us
1:37:25
have lots and lots of money. Joanne Rowling
1:37:28
is in the top two hundred wealthiest
1:37:30
British people. You know, that
1:37:32
puts her in the point zero four percent
1:37:35
of British wealth. You know? She
1:37:37
has more money than God. Most
1:37:39
of these people do. There's so much money behind
1:37:41
it that just throwing money at
1:37:43
it isn't going to do the trick. You have
1:37:46
to actually go out with
1:37:48
your body and say
1:37:50
I am a person who cares about this and I'm not
1:37:52
gonna let you abuse my
1:37:55
friends and neighbors and community members.
1:37:57
You have to show up. Sorry. Both,
1:38:01
thank you so much for taking the time. With
1:38:04
us here today. I really appreciate it.
1:38:06
Of course. And thank you very very much
1:38:08
for having
1:38:08
me. It's been a pleasure.
1:38:16
Hey, everybody. Before we go,
1:38:19
I want to acknowledge just how much work
1:38:21
Bo put into this interview, and
1:38:23
also how challenging it is to enter this
1:38:25
dangerous sphere at this time. So
1:38:28
Bo has provided a statement about
1:38:30
this on his website, which will
1:38:32
clarify the costs of doing this work
1:38:35
and also the limits he needs to put on it
1:38:37
in order to also have something approaching
1:38:39
the normal life that we all deserve. So
1:38:41
I'll link to that in the show notes where you will
1:38:43
also find all of
1:38:46
the citations for the materials that
1:38:48
he brought. Thank you so much for listening.
1:38:51
We'll see you next week.
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